[ HEY THERE GUYS I HAVEN'T POSTED IN LIKE A MONTH OR TWO AND I FEEL HORRIBLE OKAY SO I SHALL START POSTING AGAIN BUT LET ME GET THIS RANDOM DRAFT THAT I FOUND ON MY POSTS - I THINK I WAS SUPPOSED TO POST THIS WHEN IT WAS DECEMBER BUT I GOT CAUGHT UP IN SOME HULLABALOO ANYWAY THEYRE STILL TRUE SO HERE YOU GO - OUT OF THE WAY FIRST BEFORE I FREAK OUT MORE ABOUT CHRISTMAS BREAK AND THE NEW YEAR AND EVERYTHING BEFORE AFTER AND IN BETWEEN MWA LOVE U GUYS ]
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reflected thoughts over the past few weeks (about two months, I guess?):
You'd be surprised as to how much can happen in one month.
You'll realize that friendship is more important that romantic relationships when friendship problems make you more unstable than the "moving on process" does.
Losing people? That's inevitable. But being alone? That's inevitable too. So as long as you're with the right people, you're gonna be okay.
There will come a time when you realize you have to rely on yourself to make the right decisions, no matter what anyone else tells you to do.
People will pretend to care about you but end up being the ones slowly cutting slit after slit on your arms.
Moving on is difficult, but usually necessary.
Nobody on this Earth owns you, so don't let anyone tell you what to do with your life.
Hold the people you love close while you can, because sooner or later, life is going to screw both of you over in unimaginable ways.
Pretending to be okay all the time (especially when you aren't) is slow suicide.
Malicious people (along with their allegations, accusations, and assumptions) will always be there. Just remember - "he who alleges, proves".
"Tired" can range from 'I didn't get enough sleep last night' to 'I'm about to have a breakdown and I want to die'. Be careful.
Moving on quickly doesn't necessarily mean you're a strong person. Sometimes it just means you didn't really care for the person you're moving on from in the first place.
Sometimes the best way to let a person know that you're done caring is to just disappear from their life. Loss kills just as bad as familiarity does.
A lot of people live their lives making choices thinking about the betterment of others. Don't forget about your own happiness in the midst of trying to satisfy the crowd.
There are some people who apologize even if they don't know what they're apologizing for. Those apologies are not sincere.
and there's a lot more that i want to share with you guys, but the depths of my mind are a bit difficult for me to fathom right now, so i'll see you next time.
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- Alcanna Narie owo
