[ HEY THERE GUYS I HAVEN'T POSTED IN LIKE A MONTH OR TWO AND I FEEL HORRIBLE OKAY SO I SHALL START POSTING AGAIN BUT LET ME GET THIS RANDOM DRAFT THAT I FOUND ON MY POSTS - I THINK I WAS SUPPOSED TO POST THIS WHEN IT WAS DECEMBER BUT I GOT CAUGHT UP IN SOME HULLABALOO ANYWAY THEYRE STILL TRUE SO HERE YOU GO - OUT OF THE WAY FIRST BEFORE I FREAK OUT MORE ABOUT CHRISTMAS BREAK AND THE NEW YEAR AND EVERYTHING BEFORE AFTER AND IN BETWEEN MWA LOVE U GUYS ]

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reflected thoughts over the past few weeks (about two months, I guess?):

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You'd be surprised as to how much can happen in one month.

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You'll realize that friendship is more important that romantic relationships when friendship problems make you more unstable than the "moving on process" does. 

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Losing people? That's inevitable. But being alone? That's inevitable too. So as long as you're with the right people, you're gonna be okay. 

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There will come a time when you realize you have to rely on yourself to make the right decisions, no matter what anyone else tells you to do.

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People will pretend to care about you but end up being the ones slowly cutting slit after slit on your arms. 

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Moving on is difficult, but usually necessary.

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Nobody on this Earth owns you, so don't let anyone tell you what to do with your life.

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Hold the people you love close while you can, because sooner or later, life is going to screw both of you over in unimaginable ways.

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Pretending to be okay all the time (especially when you aren't) is slow suicide.

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Malicious people (along with their allegations, accusations, and assumptions) will always be there. Just remember - "he who alleges, proves".

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"Tired" can range from 'I didn't get enough sleep last night' to 'I'm about to have a breakdown and I want to die'. Be careful.

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Moving on quickly doesn't necessarily mean you're a strong person. Sometimes it just means you didn't really care for the person you're moving on from in the first place.

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Sometimes the best way to let a person know that you're done caring is to just disappear from their life. Loss kills just as bad as familiarity does.

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A lot of people live their lives making choices thinking about the betterment of others. Don't forget about your own happiness in the midst of trying to satisfy the crowd.

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There are some people who apologize even if they don't know what they're apologizing for. Those apologies are not sincere.

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and there's a lot more that i want to share with you guys, but the depths of my mind are a bit difficult for me to fathom right now, so i'll see you next time.

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- Alcanna Narie owo